Saturday, December 31, 2005

The year ends ... yet another

2005 is about to end ... in less than an hour now ... details later

Saturday, December 24, 2005

Its over

Its over at last .. today was DSP ..  dint go that well .. but still ... ITS OVER least for some time and that is what makes me happy :D

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

4 down ... one up

blasted ANN .. and i hate it even more now :/
DSP left .. and i hope i am able to maintain my CGPA :/

The numerical analysis paper was a real tough one .. i will pray that everyone get through and noone graduation is delayed
IF u dint understand .. the above line is for u :P

Remeber there are two things ... reason and result .. its the result that counts

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

3 down 2 to go

down by 3 now ... OPerations MANangement, Computer Graphics and Communication Systems ...

Today was OPMan ... went bad :/
and next up we have ANN .. which is my worst course for the semester :/

All will be fine .. i keep telling myself .. one day .. all will be fine

Saturday, December 17, 2005

1 down .. 4 to go

Communications Systems is over... they paper went okay .. but still ... i am not expecting nething outstanding .. expectations hurt u konw :)
now time to prepare for Computer GRaphics
damn !! i hate computer graphics :/

and it begins....

today at 8 is my communications systems final and that of Computer Graphics at 530 ... after this is over .. i will be 7/ 8th of an engineer and a lil less human

Thursday, December 15, 2005

A lil decipher

37 32 001 501 001 23 011 111 611 23 911 79 011 611 23 611 111 23 89 101 23 611 401 501 511 23 911 97 121 64 23 37 23 79 901 23 511 111 411 411 121 64 23 66 711 611 23 501 32 99 79 011 611 23 611 23 611 101 801 801 23 711 23 611 401 501 511
white is black

-- Even if u find out... just dont write in the comment what has been written in it
-- If u cant .. u are dumb :/

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

A long day

Today was a long day .. a really long day .. the finals are coming and all the stuff accumulates in these end days
this is my today's todo list:

1330: Computer Graphics Quiz
1730: Communications Systems Quiz
1915: Computer Graphics Presentation
2100: Communications Systems Lab final

well at the moment, its about 2025 so i have to finish this post later .. have to study :/

2038: i just realized that ... i dont want to study .. but i will take the exam anyway

0047: I just came back to the room ... the final went okay .. will get something arnd average grade ... and to add to this long long day .. i had to help some junoirs in thier Data Structures Project .. that is where i am coming from :/
and then ppl say "yasir tum kitnay fairgh ho" :/

0113: wating for the stupid net so that i might be able to publish this post .. its currently in notepad :D
0209: still waiting :/
0212: finallly :D

Monday, December 12, 2005

CDMA Worship @ GIKI

Over the weekend, we had a worshop on CDMA conducted by Dr. Syed Ismail Shah .. one of the authorities in the field. It was an intensive 7 hours a day course and today we gave it final quiz on the basis of which we will [ or will not ] get the certification.
It was a hectic weekend .. there was alot to do .. so little time to sleep .. and the net was down ... so i couldnt even blog :/
the coming two days are as tough as nething ... alot of presentations .. lab final and blah blah :/
hope i get through in one piece
There are alot of confusion thats surround me at the moment ... and i cant tell anyone about them .. at least not at the moment .. i want to go for MS :/

Friday, December 09, 2005

The Four figures

I am finally in the four figures
My blog has reached 1000 hits ...
thank u all my fans :D
i love u all :D

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

well ....

Yas this one is a lil assignment for u .. if u dont mind plz

plz verify these

Tirmizi Narrator:- Hazrat Abu Saeed (R A)
The Messenger of Allah (P.B.U.H) explained this Hadith-e-Qudsi that Allah says , he who does not find time to do Zikir and DuaĆ¢ (supplication ), because of his involvement in the Quran , I bestow upon him more than those who do DuaĆ¢.


Tirmizi Narrator:- Hazrat Imran Bin Hussain (RA)
The Messenger of Allah (P.B.U.H) said: He who reads the Quran should ask a question through the Quran from Allah. Soon such people will come who will read the Quran and will ask the questions with it from other people.

and plz explain em a lil if u can
thanks alot

Babar Razzaq Chaudry

I really dont konw anything about this person for sure ... when I do, I will post it here again. Meanwhile, take ur time and check his site here.

Below is the Fatwa I found somewhere online

Allah knows the truth.

Thank You someone for opening my eyes.
Sorry Yas but I had to do this :)

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Whats going on

THe last time ... about 4 hours ago when i visited my blog ... i had 521 hits ... and now just in 4 hours they have become 701 .. whats going on .. will someone tell me ... should i check with the ppl who provided me with the counter :S

If u have visited my blog ... [ well u have how else would u be reading this] plz leave me a comment somewhere which will give me a clue about how my blog is makin jumps like that :S
thank u

The ACM Volunteers' dinner

Last night was the ACM GIKI Chapter's volunteers' dinner for the ppl who had worked for the Softcom 2005. I was one of them too :D
The dinner was okay but what came as a surprise was the first there were a couple of speeches and then they started handing out certificates .... now this was a time to run .... me, Raptor and Watoo ran out of the cafe and waited there till the ceremony was over ....
Also Ratpor has learned "Te Khar aye" [ U are a donkey] and he keeps telling everyone he sees the same :D
Afterwards we ate more with shdman .... so last night was really an eating fiesta :D

okay back to ACM ... when the dinner ended .. i got hold of certificates and shields and ran to the hostel ... to eat the goodies shadman had brought

Last night i awoke just before the morning Aazan .. i had slept preety late .. and i was in those wierd dreams again ... but the moment i woke up it was still dark outside .. and after a min or so the Aazan started ... it was as if someone had woken me up for the morning prayers ... it was a very nice feeling

Monday, December 05, 2005

A page from the diary of hatred.. revisited

earlier i had written a page from the diary of hatred but many things have changed now ... so i thought that i should revisit and make a few changes

well crap! i forgot what i had to write ... later may be .. have to run for the OPman [ OPerations MANagement] class and the net .. well it simply sucks .. i am here in the MM [Multimedia] lab .. just to write this blog .. and check a few comments on earlier ones :D

for the time being ... tada :)

Sunday, December 04, 2005

the world's least fun thing to do

the world's least fun thing to do is reinstalling windows :/
i went through the pain tonight and its about 5am but still i am not done
i hate Microsoft
Suse ROcks !! :>

Friday, December 02, 2005

Bleach Charater Test

For all the bleach fans ... this is me ,,, remember me :D

Quiz Result Provided By:

Thursday, December 01, 2005

A special mention

Ppl check this blog out !! i found it really interesting and informative ... Yas(c) this one is for u

May God guide us both through a success life here and hereafter. Aamen

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Binary .. We created everything in pairs

We love binary... computers cant understand nething but binary, everything is represented as binary ie either 1 or 0. In our communication book there is a historical note given about the person who came up with the idea. His intentions were that 1 represents that God is one and zero represents nothingness. IF he could represent everything in the from of zeros and ones this would mean that God created everything from nothing.  What a noble cause ! Thank u for giving us binary !

Remeber there are two things ... reason and result .. its the result that counts

Monday, November 28, 2005

The truth finally unveils

to my utter surprise, astonishment and blah blah .. yesterday a few of my friends proved my worst fear to be real ..
in many books they have a saying that goes "Silence is gold" but for me silence is who i am. I cant talk .. its simple and it is like that .. it hasnt changed, it cant change and it wont change ... even if i try i cant help it .. talking makes the stupid man inside me come out and face me .. i am afraid of him ... he tells me to shut up even before i have said something ... the only time i can talk is infront of ppl who i konw will not take me for the words that come out of my mouth but for the person who i am ... but the such ppl can be counted on fingertips
any advice how can i  come out of the slient Bob situation that i am in at the moment .. plz jolt it down in the comments

Friday, November 25, 2005


today was a hectic day in my life .... i left my room at nine in the morn and havent returned till now .. its past 1 am now... there were two labs today .. one lecture in between them ... one lecture before the first lab and one at 9 am ....
and why am i in the lab at this hour?
well i have a presentation of SIP (signal and image processing) tomorrow and its about ECG filtering .. as the net doent work in the hostels .. so i am here working on the presentaion ... shahji has left :(
so as i had nothing to do to take my mind off for a minutes , so i thought about writing something up

today was this wierd lecture about Paraigm shift .. by some dude ... dint get what he was saying :D
but the key to sucess is

U -> I -> V

U is bad
I is okay
V is the best

Hold me now, i'm six feet from the edge and i'm thinking
may be six feet aint so far down

Thursday, November 24, 2005

i dont get u

seriously i dont get u ... u are the words worst code ever ... impossible to decipher ... impossible to break

Science Marathon

Yesterday was the science marathon... we decided to take part at the very last moment and reached the place just after the time... It was fun ... we reached the last round ahead of everyone else and there we had to make a model out of paper, icecream sticks, straws and tape. The criteria was to make such a model that would stay in the air longest. We managed to make something nice and something we were sure that would last in the air the most ..

Well then something happened ... we were third, second and finally fourth .. thanks to Science Society who have to care so much about transperancy that they dont even stick to their rules. We dint win ... that doesnt bother me ... what really bothers me is that S cube was third !!

Newayz it was loads of fun ... we enjoyed alot .. and by alot i mean alot
thats all fer now
chao :)

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

my mishtake

Yesterday, we had the second mid term exam of operations manangement. The paper was a wreck. Two out of the three questions were such that there could be found no definate solution to. The MCQs part, well cant say nething about that till the scores have come.

The whole hall was talking in the end ... i also did "talk" on 2 MCQs but i am ashamed about it. This is not for the reason that its a sin .. but it is intellectual dishonesty. I hope not to pull such an act again.

Sunday, November 20, 2005

and it happens ....

well ... after a very long time .. about 8 monts .. i finally had a haircut :D .. yaa and now i look like a small school going kid :/
basically ppl tell me i look fine .. but i liked my previous look ... now i look more like a cadet than a student of the hot and happening CS engineering :D

Sunday, November 13, 2005

Another Stupid Test ... but look at the result

Which forensic investigation tool are you?

Lie detector

So it's only about 90% accurate and not admissible in court, but the polygraph is still a helpful tool to lead detectives in the right direction. Whether it breathes new life into a cold case, or simply helps investigators rule out yet another suspect it's certainly an important tool of the trade.

Personality Test Results

So be careful the next time u lie to me ... see .... i can tell ... lol

I am a STOP sign :D

What traffic sign are you most like?


You're just annoyed at everything around you. You wish you just had the power to make it stop.

Personality Test Results

Click Here to Take This Quiz
Brought to you by quizzes and personality tests.

Wierd .. but true :D i think i am rather a STOP Sign

Thursday, November 10, 2005

Eid .. Holidays and the rest of the crap

Eid came and went as usual ... nothing special this time as well ... eid used to be such an awaited event when we were kids .. but it no longer makes any sense .. the same ritual is followed each year ... the namaz and then the greeeting sessions ... that are really tiresome :/

i came back to giki on tuesday, the 8th of Nov .. to work on my final year project and a few other things that are still pending. I watched the 'Kindom of heaven' .. a really nice movies .. the thing i liked about it was that they have no tampered with the history much .. and i am reading Da Vinci too .. hope to finish it soon ... chao

--nothing else matters

Monday, October 24, 2005

talkative moron

why do i talk so much .. i cant say .. its like i cant keep my mouth shut when i have to .. i just sometimes speak to make sound ... nothing else but to merely make sound ... tomorrow is my ANN mid and i dont feel like working for it ..
i need someone to talk to :/

Saturday, October 22, 2005

Responsibility :/

Someone once told me .. u are responsible for urself .. i dont remember why or how i am responsible for the actions of everyone that i know  ..

and i hate 20th Oct .. for reasons that i may not remember after a few years .. but right now .. i am so pissed off

i hate the whole world and i guss the reverse might also become true very soon

i am the mirror on your wall .. talk to me all u want .. but dont expect a reply

pardon me O Lord .. i have done things that u might not approve of ... but give me the courage to face the world i abhor with decency and courage

There is a world and there are ppl .. abandoned places that i visit only in my dreams and the ppl there are like ghosts

there is a something somewhere that keep haunting me like nething

I may not seem to care .. but i cant care less

There is a river .. and there is a peaceful place on its bank .. there i will find peace and sleep like a baby .. no one will disturb us there

Celebrate life ... it may not be there for u long

The sun rose on 8th October ... but for many ppl  .. it would be the last sun rise they ever seee... arnd 9 in the morn .. there is an earthquake that changed the life of the whole nation ... not to mention changing the entire course for ppl who were directly afftected by it .

The time i was still in my bed .. i jumped out and ran out of the hostel in the fastest sprint i could sprint ... thank God it gave us time to save ourself ... although nothing fell ... but still it was a moment of mixed enthusiam and fear .... i went back to sleep ... and woke up arnd 2 unaware what the jolt might have done to so may ppl ....

My Conclusion: We havent signed a contract and thats the worst part of it ... we havent been given a date of return but we know we bought a return ticket ... we are planning our lives as if we will all live to be 80 or 90 ... cherishing life .... i dont object to that ... but lets take a moment of slience and ponder .. if we were to be lifted right now ... are we prepared ??

This was a preety old post but i managed to complete it now  .. the lazy that i am :/

Monday, September 26, 2005

Today- 26th Sept 2005

Today my blog completed 150 hits :S

Today we had a batch pic

Today i did nothing worth mentioning

Today i made a fool out of myself and believe me it was good :S

Today i did a signals assigment that i dint even have to do .. it was good too

Today i went for corrections in my Course Registeration

Today i spent a lot of time in the library .. a lil was spent sleepin though

Today i witnessed the Op Man mid being delayed

Today i found janan's usb i had lost

Today was just another day .. in the monotonous song of life

Wednesday, September 21, 2005


our senses are dead .. our lives meaningless .. our songs rhythless and our souls merciless
we do what we please
working job we hate to buy shit we dont need
we are the all singing all dancing crap of the world !!

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Rubik's Cube

The Rubik's Cube, for those dumbasses that dont know, is a cube ( as the name shows) which has a different color on each face and it can be rotated along two axis and blah blah

Well i was into solving one over the Naran Trip but i reached only 2 faces. I need a Rubik's cube :(

once upon a time

once upon a time someone said to me
" We are here to study"

and i dumbly replied
"I study"

Monday, September 12, 2005

Naran Trip .. The aftermath

Over the last weekend we had a trip to Naran, Kaghan and Lake Saiful Malook. This place is really worth seeeing as its natural beauty lies undisturbed. Specially Saiful Malook is a masterpiece. Cant be described in words, u have to see to know whats it like. The whole trip was loads of fun and i thank God i returned in one piece coz the roads that leads to these wonders arent that developed and no one but the local people can drive on it.

We had a great number of laugh session all the time over the trip :D These will be one of the most cherished moments on my life here in GIKI.

I am FUBAR at the moment .. so details tomorrow

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Techie Stuff: The Good Torjan

Experts at SophosLabs, Sophos's global network of virus and spam analysis centers, have warned users about a Trojan horse which tries to interrupt surfing of adult websites by displaying messages from the Koran.
"Unlike other malware, it appears this Trojan horse isn't trying to steal money or confidential information, but acting as a moral guardian instead - blocking viewing of websites it determines are unsavory," said Graham Cluley, senior technology consultant for Sophos. "Of course, it's possible for the Trojan horse to make mistakes and block sites which are not pornographic - such as medical sites, or social sites designed for teenagers."
The Yusufali-A Trojan horse monitors the websites Windows users are visiting by examining the title bar of the active window. If the Trojan finds a word it doesn't like (such as "teen", "xx", "sex") it minimizes the window so the user cannot see its content and displays a message from the Koran instead, which says -

Yusufali: Know, therefore, that there is no god but Allah, and ask forgiveness for thy fault, and for the men and women who believe: for Allah knows how ye move about and how ye dwell in your homes.

Massachusetts bins Microsoft Office

The State of Massachusetts has unveiled a plan to replace Microsoft Office with a software suite that supports the open standards set by the Oasis standards body.  Massachusetts' chief information officer Peter Quinn said in a document posted on the State's website (PDF download available here) that the State seeks in particular to embrace Open Document Format for Office Applications, or OpenDocument.

full article :

Everythin about Massachusetts rocks !!! :D

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Remember !!!

We are all going to die
This was just a reminder

Monday, September 05, 2005

Random thoughts

a free mind is a dangerous thing

"what is a free mind by the way ?" he asked

"A free mind is the one not polluted by the western ideaology" I replied.

"the u are not going to find any now. The stock is finished, all of em dead !" he informed me.

"Okay, then can i get the one least affected?"

"Hmmmm lemme search ... sorry none found, all are equally infected."

"Can I have mine back?"

"Sorry we destroyed it as it was dangerous"

Darkness fell again

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

A post on a comment

this one is for u Bhatti :)

Bhatti wrote me a comment on the last post and i wondered what success means to us? What is it that we have achieved will satisfy our appetite for ... well victory ? " We dont have any great wars, any great depression" .. but still we fight and we try to win. Victory it seems has a very wierd definition .....

"vic·to·ry "
n. pl. vic·to·ries
  1. Defeat of an enemy or opponent.
  2. Success in a struggle against difficulties or an obstacle.
  3. The state of having triumphed.

and the opposite of which is "to lose" and the one who loses is a looser... we are not all winners coz we cant have the whole world and till we dont have the whole world .. well we are a looser at one thing or the other .... we might think of other ppl have "perfect" life ... having everything worked out for themselves ... but where there is a head, there is a looser .

When Alexandar conqured the world, legend has it, and came back to meet his teacher, he said to his teacher, " Now that i have conquered half the world what do u want me to do? " and the reply he got was " Get aside, u are blocking my sunlight"

there is no such thing are complete satisfaction, complete happiness and complete victory.. thats what i believe .. we make small victories and we are happy about them .. the rest of the time we lament what we could win, what we could have or what we could get rid off.

When i call myself a looser, i konw why i am doing so. anyone who would spend a lil time with me would know what a pathetic loser i am. Nothing is normal, nothing is real, nothing is everlasting, everything is a dream and i cant wait to wake up and find where i really am !!

Today i saw a thing in the newspaper .. somewhere in an english speaking country ppl were having a soap fight kinda thing .. all happy and smiling and stuff ... on the opposite side was the picture of a demonstration in palestine .. ppl crying and protesting for the release of their relatives held in Israeli jails ... what a contrast !

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

A long post

I really feel like writing a real long post but i have nothing in mind ... my FYP idea is still pending and i dont have any idea what i will do or for that matter what we will do ... all the teachers here suck ...... they are here for nothing but fun as i see it... they sit here teach nothing and their stupid minds are not worth the idea that can be implemented as FYPs ( except for Sajid Qamar, i really like that guy) Today we did a parade to all the faulty members offices but nothing useful came out of it .. they are as dumb ( well infact more dumb ) then us ... a person wanted me to implement a small project as my FYP coz "well in FYPs who works"..... guess he cant be blamed he was trying to help in the first place

today i tried to read my ANN book but no use. ... nothing enters my mind till its a mid or a final the next day ... but i plan to change that ( as if i have been able to do it in the last 3 years :D ) and todays was a fun day ;)

My recent activites tell me that i am a loser ... a total complete idiot loser ... i wont be able to make nething out of my life if i remain how i am .... things need to change and need to change quick ... we are not kids any more .. we need to take decisions by ourselves

and this ends what i wanted to write or at least i dont have nething else in my mind at the moment ... so dear diary good night :D

Well .......

There is a famous saying
" tum kisi pay aik parda dalo Allah tum par 70 parday dalay gaa"
[English] Hide someone's fault once, Allah will hide your faults 70 times

(Thats the best translation i could do )

In what Allah and his prophet have said to us there is always wisdom. Human beings are very weak snd they commit mistakes all the time. What comes to our part is not to speard what someone has done wrong as it will create problems for that person. What we can do it to follow the above saying and keep our hell holes shut !! People might have lost everything thanks to your "curiosity" and "enthusiam" Thank u everyone

Monday, August 22, 2005

First Day at GIKI

Like always .. the first days at GIKI sucked .. and masroor took my mobile .. well it wasnt mine it was asad's but still cant we even message someone from the class ? :D I though he will give it back to me after the class but being the *#$# he is, told me that i will get it after 3 days .. after alot of sorries and stuff the term was reduced to 2 days :( still whats this crap man ... gimme my mobile back

rest the classes were same boring , teachers same monotonous and routine still the same haphazard ... kahir it was the first day lets see how things go !!

GIKI rocks!!

Finally I am back at giki ... my last year here ... i dont know i should be happy saying that or sad :S but still its nice to know that this will end in some time ... as they say "All is well that ends" :)

anddddddddddddddddddd now i can blog again ... yayeyyy

Tuesday, August 09, 2005


They are killing me i have nothing to do and i cant blog coz i dont have net that much :S

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Harry Potter and the nine tail chakra

I think we should have a fight between Naruto and Harry Potter to see who wins .. I am betting on Naruto :)

Another last day !

Today is another last day at UNDP :> guess these guys liked me so much they wont let me go :> kahir this is the final day, will stay here for the next day only if they pay me Rs 1,00,000 per day (ie 1 lac) :D

Monday, August 01, 2005

My counter is nuts !!

The counter on my site is crazy !! its stuck on 58 :( or may be ppl arent reading my blog !!
okay i dont write so that ppl may read it ...
or do I?
i dont know
may be is my connection to the outside world
the things i cant say i can write
why do i tend to get all philosophical :S
kahir... times out !

Internship .. all the fuss

At the very start of this all, the days when we were decideing about our internships, we were all very excited and angry( at least i was coz CS dint get any resonable internships). We all were thinking God knows what about the place we will be interning as if we will be treated as Kings there :D

Now its over. For once, the first emotion is that of hapiness. We are free once again to go back to GIKI and talk crap on CS12 .. we are free to wake up at 12 each day and stay up all night, and above all we are free to do what we want. No one to tell u that u are late and no one to order u to do something really stupid for them as a favour .. dumbasses rule the corporate world....

The internship was not that bad an experience. At least i came to know that i can be never on time. I still remain to be the non-social animal (errr) that i am. I learnt alot of things on the internship. This blog is also one of these things. and i learnt alot many other things too that will help me all my life i guess

Islamabad.... well at first i loved islamabad but spending there 2 months here have made me hate this place. Its nothing as compared to Peshawar okay its clean and neat and blah blah ... but who needs a grass field if u dont have neone to console u ? Pesh is great .. i luv u pesh ..

Today is my last day in Isb and i am leaving for home tonight. Will spend the rest of the days in the sweet ol' Pesh. I will be thinking about a second internship though which will definately be in pesh. UNDP was one hell of an experience. Met a load of new people. Time to say this place good-bye i guess.

In the end what matters is not how but what !

Friday, July 29, 2005

At last, the final day .....

People congradulate me .. today is the last day at this miserable hell hole. Details later ;)

Thursday, July 28, 2005

what !?! Nooooooooooooo

Second Last day of internship

Today is the second last day of my internship here at UNDP and we are giving final touches to what we have made. Tomorrow will be last day of these two months of torment. Our supervisor is on leave till 31st of this month, so we have to come here on Monday to collect our cerrtificates and evaluation. then we are freeeeeeee

I have been thinking about doing a second internship but to hell with it ... lets go home and enjoy what is left of the vacations.

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Nokia Phone

Check out the latest state-of-the-art mobile phone with integrated camera from Nokia. It is available for Rs. 3,000/- only in this special offer. The actual price of the phone is Rs. 18,000/- in market. So hurry up and avail the opportunity.

Find the details here:

This is not an ad :|

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Should i say it ...

Should i say it out loud or can u understand it in my words ?
The mind does not lament what the eyes dont see

Monday, July 25, 2005

Raptor and Bhatti

aik dafa Raptor aur bhaati hotay hain ... lets see what they say

Raptor : Ager tum batao kay is Box mein kia hai to ye anday tumharay aur ager tum ye bata do kay ye kitnay anday hain to 5 kay 5 tumharay aur ager tum ye bata dogay ke ye kis kay anday hain to wo murgi bhi tumhari.

Bhatti : Yaar koi hint tu do.

:D ... no offense .......... peaceeeeeee

A page form the diary of hatred

I hate u ... if u are reading this u know i am talking about u .. i hate the way u walk, the way u look and they way ur stupid girly mind works .... i dont give a crap about ur passions and ur interests .... what ever u say it all sounds to me like "buzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz" that is how much your opinion matters to me .... but i have to bear u coz i cant see any way out of it ... had it not been that way ..we would have been enemies in the open ... I know u would feel the same for me coz emotions are bidirectional

U think i admire u while in my heart i am macking ur stupidity
U think i enjoy ur company while i am literally counting the micorseconds till u will leave
U think i like u while i cant hate u less
U think that u can talk me into buying ur crap .. think again .. i am not as stupid as u think
U think that a person can be a friend if u talk friendly to him ... aah u are stupid
U think that u understand me ... well lemme first understand myself myself

Nothing on this face of earth can change the way i feel about u .... and nothing u can do about it neither can I but to hold our silence ... hate each other in our hearts and keep talking and smiling so that ppl may not know of it

Weekend Over again

Again the weekend is over and i am back in the office for a very long monday ... but today is the last monday .. at least till i get a job for which they will pay me and that will be at least a year from now ... so for the next 1 year ... no more stupid office work on Mondays ....

The weekend was fine ... nothing new happened... well nothing new never happens in my "uneventful" life .. life is just a to and fro motion of a pendulum ... moving along the same path to height and then to the normal ground state ... ephemeral happiness, grief and emotions

All is well now ... I am out of the depression that i had a few posts back .. things are changing ... and the course they are taking is not the one that i would have liked .... I dont want things to end now .. i have adjusted myself to them and now when i have started to like how the events flow .. it will all of a sudden end ..

I came to isb like 2:30 am last night ... then walked from Karachi Company till the flat .. all the time i was so sleepy ... but once i reached the falt i couldnt sleep .. took me arnd an hour to sleep ..then i had to get up at 7:30 am , get ready and come to the office .. .and here i am now

This is the last week of my internship here at UNDP ICT Section .. then i wil be going home and then to GIKI like everyone else... am planning to go to quetta but i dont think that i will be able to manage that ... there are alot of things at are waiting for me at home .... 20 days at home in a rows is a diffcult time to pass

Friday, July 22, 2005

This is me back in 1905 :D

When I used to be him ... that was fun !!! :D

I hate Fridays

Today is not one of the best days that i have had .. infact it is one of the very few sad days that come in ones life .... i am sad and worried ... i dont know what to do all i can do is pray that things will get better soon .. I have to go home today but i was planning to spend the weekend here in islamabad .. I am feeeling really lonely ... Asif hasnt come to the office as yet .. and i have nothing to do ... nothing to kill my time over thats why i sat down and wrote this crap !

I dont konw it is me or what !? The world is going insane ... Ppl dont fight with me coz you will end up hurting urself less and torturing me more ... cut the crap and to hell with ur crappy attitudes

Asif is here now .... and God i ABHOR making tea

over and out

Thursday, July 21, 2005

Human Sensation !!

An Australian tour guide was showing a group of American tourists the Top End On their way to Kakadu he was describing the abilities of the Australian Aborigine to track man or beast over land, through the air, under the sea.         The Americans were incredulous.

Then later in the day, the tour rounded a bend on the highway and discovered, lying in the middle of the road, an Aborigine. He had one ear pressed to the white line whilst his left leg was held high in the air. The tour stopped and the guide and the tourists gathered around the prostrate Aborigine.
"Jacky," said the tour guide, "what are you tracking and what are you listening for?"
 The aborigine replied, "Down the road about 25 miles is a 1971 Valiant Ute. It's red. The left front tyre is bald. The front end is out of whack and it has dents in every panel.  There are 9 black fellas in the back, all drinking warm sherry. There are 3 kangaroos on the roof rack and 6 dogs on the front seat."
      The American tourists moved forward, astounded by this precise and detailed knowledge.

        "Goddammit man, how do you know all that?" asked one.

 The Aborigine replied, "I fell out of the fucking thing about half an  hour ago!"

Remeber there are two things ... reason and result .. its the result that counts

Robots attend nursery school in research study

We are trying to make robots learn as the small children learn . .from trial and error and from experience ... but children dont have 4 CPUs attached to their body and a network of 24 computer to help interprent, understand and memorize ... they just have a network of about a billion neurons ... gone through ages of natural selection
Remeber there are two things ... reason and result .. its the result that counts

Self-replicating robots on the loose in NY

Their robots are made up of a series of modular cubes -- called "molecubes" -- each containing identical machinery and the complete computer program for replication. The cubes have electromagnets on their faces that allow them to selectively attach to and detach from one another, and a complete robot consists of several cubes linked together. Each cube is divided in half along a long diagonal, which allows a robot composed of many cubes to bend, reconfigure and manipulate other cubes. For example, a tower of cubes can bend itself over at a right angle to pick up another cube.
To begin replication, the stack of cubes bends over and sets its top cube on the table. Then it bends to one side or another to pick up a new cube and deposit it on top of the first. By repeating the process, one robot made up of a stack of cubes can create another just like itself. Since one robot cannot reach across another robot of the same height, the robot being built assists in completing its own construction.

I think they got the idea from Naruto- Shadow Replication :D

Virtual Community of 1000 AI People to Develop their own culture

Virtual computer characters more accustomed to battling deranged alien monsters are about to take part in a unique social experiment.

Microsoft sues Google

MS is a bitch :D,,9075-1701531,00.html

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

10 year old becomes MCP

A 10 year old Pakistani GIRL becomes MCP (MicroSoft Certified Professional)

Girls ... be inspired
Boys ... be ashamed

check out these comments too :D

Bright Child
Her parents must be very proud. Don't be surprised if, when MIT Media Labs $100 laptop initiative gets going, this becomes a lot more common. Posted by: Dan, 16 Jul 2005

look! a flying cow!
trust me, one day rabbits will program .NET while Bill get awfully busy selling his products to caterpillars... Posted by: eman, 17 Jul 2005

Friday, July 15, 2005

England Verus Paksitan : The cost of human life

London: 6 bombs explode in London killing 53 innoncent citizens
Effect: The whole world sends Tony Blair messages and the country observers 2 minutes of silence for the dead

Pakistan: 3 Trains collide in Sindh killing 150 innocent citizens
Effect: No on sends Musharraf a message and 5 Railway officials are suspended. No one says nothing

Moral: If u have to die, dont die in a train accident in Pakstan, die in a bomb blast in England ... u dont want ur death not celebrated 

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Wierd Quotient

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By the river Piedra I sat down and wept

not one of the great works of his ... but still it was good .. the ending was predictable in this case ...

It hurts the same if u fall from the 3rd floor or the tenth
If I have to fall, I will fall from a higher place

Friday, July 08, 2005

Who is better?

I came across this pic a few days back and i wonder ..... what? why ? errrrr seriuosly ? I would kill to be a genius ... but whats the use if i am alone

Why ARE Men Happier ?

Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures. Your last name stays put. The garage is all
yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack.

You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park.?? Car mechanics tell you the truth.

The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay.

Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux? rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them.

The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the? time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars. You get extra credit for the slightest act of thoughtfulness. If someone forgets to invite you, he or she can still? be your friend.

Three pairs of shoes are more than enough. You almost never have strap problems in public. You are unable to see wrinkles in your clothes. Everything on your? face stays its original color. The same hairstyle lasts for years, maybe decades.

You can play with? toys all your life. Your belly usually hides your big hips. One wallet and one pair of shoes one color for all seasons. You can "do" your nails with a pocket knife. You have freedom of choice concerning growing a mustache.

You can do Christmas? shopping for 25 relatives on December 24 in 25 minutes.

No wonder men are happier

THank GOD i am one of 'em

Remeber there are two things ... reason and result .. its the result that counts

Friday, July 01, 2005

Life is so real

Last night we went to food street in Islamabad sitting
in an AC-ed car to prevent us from the heat outside ..
we ate there in paper plates with plastic spoons and
drank mineral water poured into fresh and clean
disposable glasses ... aaah life is so real

Thursday, June 30, 2005

It rains when it gets hot .. or does it ?

It rains when it gets hot ... but at times it is burning hell and there is no rain .. and at times it is raining hard but we refuse to quench out thurst ...we humans are strange .... but what am i doing ? philisophical shit haan :D

Brazil won again !!!

yayyyyyy my team won again .. and a very pathetic defeat for argentina :D ... come on u cant fight brazil in a final no way !!

Remeber there are two things ... reason and result .. its the result that counts

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

i am here :D

finallly .. i am here :) lets see what happens