Responsibility :/

Someone once told me .. u are responsible for urself .. i dont remember why or how i am responsible for the actions of everyone that i know  ..

and i hate 20th Oct .. for reasons that i may not remember after a few years .. but right now .. i am so pissed off

i hate the whole world and i guss the reverse might also become true very soon

i am the mirror on your wall .. talk to me all u want .. but dont expect a reply

pardon me O Lord .. i have done things that u might not approve of ... but give me the courage to face the world i abhor with decency and courage

There is a world and there are ppl .. abandoned places that i visit only in my dreams and the ppl there are like ghosts

there is a something somewhere that keep haunting me like nething

I may not seem to care .. but i cant care less

There is a river .. and there is a peaceful place on its bank .. there i will find peace and sleep like a baby .. no one will disturb us there